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I Wonder

21/9/2016

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Good morning, Readers!
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I have a fair amount of stuff to do today, so I shall keep this brief.  I shall also keep this brief because I still can't remember what I wanted to write about.

I think I might be getting old.

Some very exciting news this week as friends of mine had a beautiful baby girl.  She really is gorgeous!  I can't wait to meet her in person.  I have to say, the outpouring of love for this little one by friends of these friends has touched me deeply.  I was sobbing a bit as I read them.  I can imagine what my friends were feeling!

All of this has put into relief my life, as large life events tend to.  I cannot help but look at these friends and wonder if I'll ever find anything so well-matched... That isn't my flatmate.  I mean, I love my flatmate, but I don't love my flatmate.

You can stop with the 'you're married' jokes now, please.

Anyway, I wonder if I will ever become someone's spouse.  Will I ever be a parent, and if so, would I make a good parent?  I wonder if I should have made different choices in life.  Perhaps then I'd have what everyone else around me seems to have - their own homes, loving spouses, families...

It's not that I'm sad about my life by any stretch of the imagination.  I'm actually really happy.  But I do wonder what it would be like for me if my life had gone differently.

That's my deep thought for the day.

I now have to go make sure all the formatting is correct for my books, solicit a few more book reviews, mend some hand wraps, write and paint.

It's a full day.

I do have a question, though.  What do you imagine you'd be doing right now if your life had turned out differently?
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Jerry
21/9/2016 11:31:11 am

Is kind of hard to imagine what would I have become if I did thing differently in my life one thing for sure I would have never met the friends I have now.

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21/9/2016 12:43:37 pm

That's very true.

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