Good morning, Readers!
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I am on hold with Service Canada as I write this (it's actually Monday), trying desperately to update my direct deposit information so I can apply for my CERB replacement. It's a mess. I was told I could do it online when I called over the weekend, but the site is still not functional, so I'm on hold. It will be an hour or so yet, so I'm hoping to get this blog post written and maybe some packing done while I wait.
Laughs. Sobs.
Anyway, I had a post for today. It was a great be long post about how awful I was feeling. What I great failure I was. The mood, still occurring, was brought on by the colossal stress of having no job, no prospects, and being financially stressed, as well as watching all my friends buying houses and or settling into loving relationships. I don't know if I even want a relationship, but I really felt... feel.. I was... am... missing out - failing at another of life's milestones.
I'm still feeling like shit about it all. Normally I feel better when I get it all out of my system. But writing it all down in a blog post as I normally do did nothing to ease the mood as it normally does. All it did was put more negativity out in the world. The world is already so negative. We don't need my moping about to make it worse.
So I deleted that blog post, and am writing this one instead. This is just to let you all know that I might be going dark for a little while. I'll be moving most of my big stuff today, which probably includes my computer. It will take me a bit to get it all moved and set up, so I'm not going to be around, either on my blog or the internet in general. No great loss, I know. I'm not exactly a social media wizard.
I'm not vanishing forever. I'll be back once I'm all moved and set up and stuff. Hopefully that won't be long.
See you all on the other side.
Ciao!
Laughs. Sobs.
Anyway, I had a post for today. It was a great be long post about how awful I was feeling. What I great failure I was. The mood, still occurring, was brought on by the colossal stress of having no job, no prospects, and being financially stressed, as well as watching all my friends buying houses and or settling into loving relationships. I don't know if I even want a relationship, but I really felt... feel.. I was... am... missing out - failing at another of life's milestones.
I'm still feeling like shit about it all. Normally I feel better when I get it all out of my system. But writing it all down in a blog post as I normally do did nothing to ease the mood as it normally does. All it did was put more negativity out in the world. The world is already so negative. We don't need my moping about to make it worse.
So I deleted that blog post, and am writing this one instead. This is just to let you all know that I might be going dark for a little while. I'll be moving most of my big stuff today, which probably includes my computer. It will take me a bit to get it all moved and set up, so I'm not going to be around, either on my blog or the internet in general. No great loss, I know. I'm not exactly a social media wizard.
I'm not vanishing forever. I'll be back once I'm all moved and set up and stuff. Hopefully that won't be long.
See you all on the other side.
Ciao!
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