After a recent bout of insomnia, I feel unable to catch up on my rest. I'm not functional. Yesterday I was exhausted beyond belief. Today, I'm so blank that it has taken me all of half an hour to write these few words.
This is not a cry for pity. It's just crying.
All I want to do is go back to bed. I just want to sleep. There isn't enough coffee in the world to make anything okay.
The insomnia came out of nowhere. It's been a long time since I've had an insomniac episode that I had forgotten how frustrating and depleting they can be. Two nights in a row - Saturday and Sunday nights. Last night, thankfully, I did not have trouble sleeping.
I was an idiot and decided to finish the video editing I had started on the weekend. I went through a lot of gaming footage, edited it, exported it, and uploaded it. There was a monster gaming session where I played Skyrim for many, many hours (I kept dying. It was awful). The many hours of footage has been trimmed into manageable roughly half-hour bits, exported and uploaded to Silver Stag Studios YouTube channel. There was enough there to keep broadcasting once a week until the middle of August. This is the same block of footage that I have been uploading from since the end of May.
It was a really long gaming session.
I try to keep it down to two hours a session, but GODS DAMN IT THOSE DAMNED SILVER HANDS AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG! You'll understand when you see it.
Anyway, there was a lot of footage to go through. It took a long time. I went to bed at my usual time, but what I should have done is go to bed many hours earlier. Perhaps then I'd be okay today.
Nope. Nope I was an idiot and screwed myself over and now I'm whinging about it on social media.
Alright, I'm done complaining. I'm going to just rest my eyes for a bit...