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Dying A Little

28/6/2016

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Good morning, Readers!
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This dog is me. In fact, I'm so tired, I just typed god instead of dog. Three times. Yep. Image courtesy of buzzfeed.com. Click for link.
I'm not doing so great, guys.  Not at all.

After a recent bout of insomnia, I feel unable to catch up on my rest.  I'm not functional.  Yesterday I was exhausted beyond belief.  Today, I'm so blank that it has taken me all of half an hour to write these few words.

This is not a cry for pity.  It's just crying.

All I want to do is go back to bed.  I just want to sleep.  There isn't enough coffee in the world to make anything okay.

The insomnia came out of nowhere.  It's been a long time since I've had an insomniac episode that I had forgotten how frustrating and depleting they can be.  Two nights in a row - Saturday and Sunday nights.  Last night, thankfully, I did not have trouble sleeping.

I was an idiot and decided to finish the video editing I had started on the weekend.  I went through a lot of gaming footage, edited it, exported it, and uploaded it.  There was a monster gaming session where I played Skyrim for many, many hours (I kept dying. It was awful).  The many hours of footage has been trimmed into manageable roughly half-hour bits, exported and uploaded to Silver Stag Studios YouTube channel.  There was enough there to keep broadcasting once a week until the middle of August.  This is the same block of footage that I have been uploading from since the end of May.

It was a really long gaming session.

I try to keep it down to two hours a session, but GODS DAMN IT THOSE DAMNED SILVER HANDS AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG!  You'll understand when you see it.

Anyway, there was a lot of footage to go through.  It took a long time.  I went to bed at my usual time, but what I should have done is go to bed many hours earlier. Perhaps then I'd be okay today.

Nope.  Nope I was an idiot and screwed myself over and now I'm whinging about it on social media.

Boo hoo.

Alright, I'm done complaining.  I'm going to just rest my eyes for a bit...

​Ciao.
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