Depression is terrible, and this session has been particularly bad.
I'm not out of the woods today, though I am at work and doing things. I have to be if I want to get paid. Besides which, I have a tonne of things that need doing in preparation for Can*Con, which is fast approaching. First I need to arrange a ride for myself and all my nonsense on Friday so I can set up my table in the dealer's room. I also have to get my shite together as I'm meeting the editor guest of honour for a one on one chat (synopsis, first page... that kind of shite), I have to sort out my Saturday, which is promising to be a hellish day of bouncing between obligations, and then arrange a way to get all my nonsense back home at the end of the convention on Sunday.
This is all nonsense I should have figured out by now. I could use the reason that I've not been well for a while now, but it really is just an excuse. I mean, I haven't been well, but I'm so annoyed at myself over it all. Anyway.
There are things that must get done before Friday. I have three days to do it. It's cool. I've got this.
That said, I actually am looking forward to Can*Con, even if I'm in a funk currently. There is no convention that I love nearly as much. I just have to pull myself together a bit. Getting my To-Do list under control will help a lot.
I'm off to do that. In the meantime, here is a clip from the afore-mentioned Qi that never fails to make me cry with laughter. Enjoy!